my tears poured out like rain tday
there's so many thoughts flowing through my mind
after reading this blog
http://memyselfmine.blogspot.com/
and my dear pearyee's story

i thought all these will only happen in those movies i watched
i felt so much for them
i hope i can do something to alleviate their pain
share their pain

there's so so so many people out there
experiencing shit 927432749647637597629 times worst than me
and fortunate people like us often take things for granted
why do we seem so unhappy when we have so much more than them?

life's just so fragile
people are always left with regrets,
the unsaid and the undone only when they had lost something
we are often reminded to treasure & to appreciate
but are we really practicing it?

i realised having a chance to quarrel with your bf
should be quite a happy thing?
at least you have a chance to do so
some people out there can't even hear their bfs' voices once more

i shd be even more contented w what i have

lesson of the day
share the love
♥♥

i wana add a lil mission to my life
i wana let at least one person feel love by me each day
be it a stranger, be it my friends, my family and my babydog

just lil things like greeting my mum gd night?
(which i dont rmb when was the last time i did that)
or a thankyou slip to let your friends knw that
you appreciate what they do for you.

at least if one day if anyone will to leave me
i can tell myself he/she will be better off up there to look over me
heaven's a place that they belong
cos they're all lil angels of my life
and not looking back
hoping that i was given one more chance to do more


or if i suddenly leave the world,
i wana have that smile on my face
cos i knw there's nth undone that i cant let go off

so easily said, i wonder if it can be done...
thank you lester
for holding on to the other end of the phone
listening to me crying once again
i'm sry i left you worried,helpless and thinking